August, September, October 2025 - The Best Is Yet To Come

Hi beloved readers of memes of the month, 

I send gratitude for your presence and time wherever you may be today. I apologise for being absent for so many months. But too much time has passed and i decided to put some of the memes i collected in the past three months into one post to be enjoyed. 

My apology comes only as formality since i did nearly die of infections on three different occasions. The reality is maybe it wasnt that serious because it was a tooth i had to take out but the amount of pain and confusion i went through whilst battling many financial challenges these months did feel like three different phantom deaths that i seem to have recovered from to my own surprise. 

The truth of it is that this has made me more sentimental and vulnerable than i usually am which is making me want to completely overshare with ya'll. I guess i accept myself and oversharing as a coping mechanism i seem to have employed, it did save me many times in the past so why shouldn't it work now. 

It has been very challenging few months in the field, the attacks and ambushes have been non-stop. And if you are also enduring challenging times then i hope this comes as a loud emotional call from me to you that you are not alone, i am there with you. It is a struggle on the daily to continue some days. On one hand if we let what seems to be on the surface get to us we would believe that nothing is going to change for the better and that we are only facing certain destruction. 

I have found though when i get tired of freaking out and if i can have the courage to become very still in the spirit that is patience and allow the space to really feel the air and vibes in this very moment, i get hit with an unexpected resilience of expectations for surprising outcomes that are probable, and as i like to interpret murphys law, if it can happen then it will happen. And what cant never happen is something finite that needs something eternal to feed itself winning in the long run. So it really is all a matter of time and in parent god mother and fathers view if we're all shaped into indestructible diamonds through our superhuman patience that we will need to employ to get through this shit, while we wait then thats just a bonus for the loving parents that would love nothing more than our true fulfilment and independence.

The question isnt the outcome, the question is who am i in the midst of complete utter chaos. These forces of transformation will not stop until the answer is crystal clear. Whenever you look at history and you go how could people have chosen this or that, you judge and you have biases that nothing like that could ever happen again. An obvious modern example of this has been the nazis timelines for our generation. Even the word modern is a lie but ill just use it facetiously. You think how did people let that ever happen, i tried to start watching handmaids tale recently and they love to just really jam that point in and it is something to always ponder and find the line that you feel cannot be crossed for it opens the society up to extreme manipulation and tyrannical control. So even if things arent dramatically getting better immediately just holding the line of freedom and individualism as a non negotiable is in itself a huge thing and takes immense effort to hold whilst there is groups with massive amounts of resources doing everything they can to take it away. This is what winning sometimes looks like. And right now that certainly is the case for us.

SO FOR NOW WE MUST JUST HOLD ONTO EACH OTHER AND NOT LET PETTY DIVIDE AND CONQUER TACTICS OF COMPARISON/COMPETITION GET IN BETWEEN WHAT WE ALL WANT. A SOCIETY WHERE THERE IS FREEDOM, FREE ENERGY AND NO HUMAN AND CHILD TRAFFICKING. 

At the end of the day, with all of our differences, there really is a much greater unifying need and want for each and every one of us. This reality is manipulated to pit our wants and needs against each other when it is in fact the same for each of us. What is extremely DUH! and tragically funny about all this is that free energy cannot be sourced and tapped into until the humans are unified with each other and stop playing this game and holding this perspective.

For they are the batteries for the network that can tap into the crystals of earth. Its so difficult to explain this on a technical level, but Nikola Tesla has about a million different ways so just go hit up my friend or better yet ask your higher heart to reveal what a golden city of light looks like. 

Shows like handmaids tale and books like 1984 they even have a nefarious purpose at times, they can make people think that look its not that bad. This is why i enjoyed brave new world and hunger games more than these other dystopian narratives, within these latter books there was more of a hint of familiarity with the life around us, a little more of understanding that what is normal to you is normal to you, and you learn to enjoy and get use to it for survival. It captured the essence of stockholm syndrome a bit more clearly. This is part of any control situation and the byproduct of the amnesia, not knowing what you dont have, makes you not know how or what to even ask for.

 This is the essence of our reality now. Not only should we not stand for more freedoms being taken away but we should start asking for so much more. But not from an external force, but from ourselves, when we dont let people guilt, deceive and manipulate us in our personal lives then we dont let that happen from the government. When we can stand up to the false parent, the main mind-control program that has not only messed with us through our biological parents and every choice we made because of them but also in our siblings, or in our romantic relationship the area which this program is most potently used in our adult life.

 Only after facing the false parent program and its rules, obligations and expectations of us, we have been programmed to believe is what we need to do to be loved or taken care of, do we finally have our first chance to create from a place of freedom that is resting on a foundation of love. Any moment before this battle of reclamation we really have no chance to unlock our own highest purpose that will bring us true happiness and therefore unable to unlock our part in the planets freedom either. As above, so below always and as below so above. 

I do want to say the field is extremely negative right now, the holographic inserts during sleep state are really amped up at least in my location during these months and especially October as im writing this.
We know the satanic groups do a lot of rituals in october specifically and we are also going into the months before the debased crucifixion rituals of the kryst archetype and all the purges people do during these months. Christmas has the highest suicide rate of any other time of the year consistently and there is a very clear reason for that and all of this relates to the false parent programming as well. For me personally i am so deep in initiations that i dont get to do or see anyone anymore and this is how its meant to be, me,myself and I. 

This is whats required but i can tell you that even as a seasoned introverted isolation veteran that this next level of it is quite difficult, having nothing you are tethered to on the planet other than your art, writing and spiritual practice, does bring out some interesting reactions and panic attacks that even surprised me.

It made me realised that the dedication just keeps getting deeper and more is asked of you each day because in return more is given to you spiritually.

With each planetary rotation the earth is changing irrevocably. Forever never the same again and us with it. Its like we are just a painting on a wall, everyday it looks the same, its just a painting in a frame, though everyday it changes, you dont notice it, only one day you look at it and its a completely different picture. 

So the magic is still very alive in each and every one of us and im quite certain that things will start to surprise me very soon about how many things are in store for us and how many changes are coming even though it feels like they cant come fast enough the truth is we really do need to honour how much change we are able to handle without going in shock. Honouring that in ourselves and others is really the testament in how much patience as a virtue we are able to gather in service to others, even if at times it is annoying to wait for others to catch up or take the time to teach them compassionately and most importantly patiently even when their ignorant behaviour hurts themselves and inevitable others around them. 

But we also must be careful not to let others make poor decisions for us or else that will be on us. They also need to understand that we have changed forever and there is nothing they can do about that either, just like we cant jolt them awake and must be patient with them, they cant put us back to sleep because it makes them uncomfortable or inconveniences them. 

 There are many roads back to the source and we dont need to all take the same path at the same time. But there will be a spark, a singular collective moment of connection and that moment is coming, we must be careful to become trustworthy people so that we may lead people to the desirable location when that time comes. For there are many opportunists waiting in the shadows to seize that moment for themselves and their selfish desires of control over humanity. 

Signing off ... <3 Sania