June june june,
OH wow, is all i have got to say right now, still processing everything that happened this June, i am very late in writing this MOTM and all i can say is you cant blame me,
Its been a month of deep tests, the law of verification coming in deeeeeeep, who are you? what are you doing here? why are you here? the interrogation at times has felt like wow i have been pushed to my utmost edge and i just cant take it anymore. But ofcourse unsurprisingly i can take more, which is quite depressing that i can take so much lol or maybe i just need a shift in perspective, why do i feel sad that i can handle so much, i should feel pretty good about that...
On a happy collective note, Persia is awakening within the declaration of independence... are you in a dream? yes you are, and im your dream guide for the moment and duration of this blog post. Take my hand as we jump into the darkness only to find a kushy rainbow made of bubbles underneath. And no im not tripping, i haven't tripped for many a year but i have never been more high.
So much has happened that i am finding it difficult to fully go into all the different little pockets of experience that emerged this past month.
Everything has been out of wack, trying to hold on as we deeply bifurcate whilst coming into a head with a collective event of massive disclosure coming full force for the masses can feel disorientating for those in the Ascension timeline especially the cross spirals from the AI and those unawakened around us keep crashing against us since both can no longer exist in the same space.
To those around us who cant perceive it, its like we have lost our marbles and to us who know the only laws that matter now are the laws of the oneness, we are fearful for the people we once shared intimate moments with whom are about to come into full collision with their own choices and lack of alignment to these laws that are in full effect now.
Your patience and resilience ircks them and they are constantly trying to convince you and others around them to act out of urgency and fear, this in itself shows their hand entirely and their need for chaos or drama to feed on to feel ok.
The belief in the higher morals and virtues is no longer a choice but the only way of life to survive the insurmountable debris of the fallen system and surpass it. The heaviness of the old paradigm will either destroy or make a diamond out of you and thats the goal of this alchemical transition in time we call ascension cycle.
Its difficult when so many around us are in such denial even those we share ourself intimately with, since their denial is illogical and only further gives weight to the forces hurting them, they feel they can bargain with a force of the universe, this force is not a person, it is intelligent but this intelligence is neutral and governed by higher laws, its as neutral as the law of thermodynamics, it is here, it is not inherently negative, it is your job to know how to use it wisely to help you. If you don't, it will burn you to a crisp and there is nothing just or unjust about that, it just is, same as if you jumped off a cliff, not knowing you and the choice not to jump, it was your ignorance and not the injustice of gravity that brought you to an unideal event. The earlier you surrender and understand that about what you are enduring, the less you will struggle and the more energy you will have to direct at positive outcomes for yourself and others.
It is very difficult, especially when u cant distract yourself nay longer in this timeline, you will be stripped of everything and it will feel like torture. The paradox of i want to help, but i have no money is a big hurdle to get through, the unfairnes of seeing others whom worked so much less than you seemingly benefit so easily from everything, sometimes even stealing your ideas, forget even just from this identity but from other identities spanning time and space. The you in the future, the you in the past all coexisting in the same now moment, there is no future, there is no past, it is all happening at the same time bleeding into the same picture from a different angle in accordance to the possibilities of the physics of the alchemical laws of that period in cycles. Surrendering to the universe is not on your terms, being the bread winner, bringing money, and looking like the champ in your relationship or your family isnt going to help them or you, in fact it is only feeding your ego. Are you willing to put your ego and pride aside, to be in full service and be where you need to be even if playing that role makes you look like a loser. Are you willing to love yourself even if you cant provide because you are unwilling to sell and sacrifice parts of you to do it. What is service if not healing the very emotions that have chained humanity to this paradigm of thinking of ourselves as a sacrifice. Can you withstand this thought? Can you withstand this experience? Can you trust in god and your higher power? Can you trust that you are employed by god and obey the whispers of your heart to be where you need to be moment to moment without ever sacrificing yourself and others, trusting in your prayers for your family and humanity. Knowing you arent lazy or selfish because you want to heal and not hurt others any longer even if that comes at what is perceived as monetary material sacrifices. The Money gnome has been quite mean but i do believe he is governed by a higher power, the money gnome doesnt punish, the negative aliens definitely do though, they will pull out all support when you stop bargaining with them, and your higher self might put you through some tests of integrity and some lessons throughout your journey to build a direct channel with the higher power and your abundance, but can you withstand it, whilst being kind, loving and understanding of yourself and others.
I could write about this for hours right now, since i am in the depths of the fire alchemy within this, and every time i think it cant go deeper or hotter, it does. So stay tuned!
We have also been so deeply conditioned to think that more money or resources could save the world, when in reality, we are wasting so much of what we have already, its the beauty, inspiration and love we are missing, which can only come about from a deep unconditional love that needs to be earned through the very solar alchemical initiations that are necessary to actually be that and walk the walk. Its about perfect symmetry and that needs to first happen with what we have already and that takes a lot of work and dismantling to achieve before we can even think and plan bigger things. The love for ourselves and the knowing that god loves us and never asked us to sacrifice ourselves needs to be a lived experience, and for that to happen there needs to be a real test within the self, it cant be faked, you must believe it and know it no matter whats in front of you, threat or otherwise to actually actualise the belief into existence.
There cant be any belief that anything or anyone outside of you can help you with what can only be built inside of you. We might all look the same/similar in the 3rd dimensional light spectrum but some peoples lightbodies have been built through alchemy to be a plasma force that can withstand all and others are just battery tanks for AI networks that power up the enslavement matrix.
Same goes on a collective level, if people do more work and are less fearful and easily manipulated to give in then we would see an entirely new society emerge, one where the leaders can no longer lie since the people wont buy it, since it takes the deceiver and deceived to both participate in a situation for it to work, and we see it working everyday.
People are more afraid of being homeless or a nuclear event, things that never have happened to them previously than they are to the actual tragedy they are enduring every single day. A suffering, a gnawing they feel every day, they endure it but they are afraid of something supposedly worse than that.
A nuclear event will not happen again on this earth, It is not possible, but peoples unchecked fears means that they negative aliens can hold this fear over us, THE NEW CLEAR BUTTON, which they cant press and if they could they would have already, but people believing in it helps them make other horrible damaging things so much more possible and probable.
This collective fear is very much the same threat you will have to endure in your personal life with your livelihood, your work thus far, your home, if youd ecide to surrender fully to your highest god mission in all ways.
And if you cant beat it for your self, you cant beat it in the collective.
Learning to become the eye of the storm in any given situation or chaos thrown at you is very much part of the curriculum and there is no skipping ahead if you actually want to graduate.
For now remaining calm as you figure out how to come up with solutions to all the ways your sovereignty and your choices are being manipulated is a huge service you can make to humanity, even if it comes at a material cost, the solutions are easy and cant be bought, they needs to be created and that takes some pressure and deep willingness to generate from within.
We can all look at the history around us to really see what happened to us in the past, this will also give us a clue to what has happened to us in the future. It is all the same movie but a different scene. All tied in together, you cant have one without the other, you are here to change the future, you sent a piece of you here to change the outcomes of your future self, by relaying information to your past selves. You are the captain of this entire ship, no one but you can remember the truth.