November 2025 - The Point of No Return
Sania GhorbaniNovember is behind us but its causes and effects are certainly not.
The month of annual radical bifurcation, it is often referred to as, and it sure did live up to its reputation this time around. Month of letting go of old wounds and patterns, letting go of the old and embracing the new.
The pathways and corridors are all waves within waves and all weaved in intricate knots, but some threads will be fully cut, fully dismantled, if you happened to be on one of these wave trajectories you might be feeling yourself completely suspended in air without any ground beneath you. You can handle it, dont panic and find a good landing spot or better yet be comfortable flying for a while not knowing whether you want to even land yet. Be gentle and kind with yourself and others especially when its really tough on everyone during these forks in the road that we must master so that we may navigate and reach the destination and location we desire.
Life has been so annoying lately, theres always something, a thorn in your eye, or a pebble in your shoe, it seems the phantom is hell bent on annoying you at every turn. Chipping away at your dignity, sanity and resolve. waiting patiently for you to reach a boiling point so it can tip you completely over. 
Dont give in to the insanity, the absurdity, the surreality and the nerve, let it shape a new strength within you. The joker, the chaos / disruptor quickly becomes the fool when you resist the bait.
Little things we enjoyed that helped us get through the day dont seem to be as easy anymore, everything changing around us, even simple pleasures turning nefarious right beneath our fingers, morphing into something a lot more sinister, watching the hijack of everything we have built in motion can be exhausting.
The system in place bogs us down with endless tiny little problems and set backs whilst they make fortunes off of our misfortune caused directly and consciously by them. We cant even sharpen our swords and ride out and end them for this is asymmetrical warfare and that is the only way to win it once and for all.
So we're forced into accepting the perilous job of extracting the error at the blueprint level which requires a lot of personal and physical sacrifice. Dreamwalking and Living the fallen aspects of the consciousness through the eyes of the fallen so that we may change it forever. Once something is observed is changed forever. That is our power, Observation.
Its difficult to be the eyes and ears of god, difficult to Observe the world around you truly as it really is, without choosing to fall for the spell of complacency and ignorance that is so much easier to be under. Truly observing is our power weapon but one we seldom use for it takes immense courage, integrity and resilience to utilise it in this battle. They know we hate ugliness we squirm from it so they cover themselves in the ugliest of garbs so that we look away and ignore the scene altogether pretending it is not happening. They exploit our weakness cleverly and therefore rob us of our power tool completely.
Perceptions and memories are a funny thing, they can warp and change. We've all noticed how when years go by we tend to just remember the good things and all the negative is just washed away, or sometimes buried deep so we can ignore it.
There is a big difference between those two. One causes infestation and unwanted growth from what is being ignored the other is actually the state of cleanliness through process which is actually the definition of letting go of the old to embrace the new. 
Thinking about the act of maturing of how what used to be scary becomes the power we hold now, the time that was used to torture us becomes the time we have mastered and reclaimed beyond the point of no return. I use to be tortured as kid during sleep state, raped by demons and negative aliens over and over again, battles, rituals, ceremonies and torture was every night.
Now this is the time i sit and write, study and reflect. Gather and connect all that has been done. I Dream awake now and i am not only comfortable and feel safe but i feel powerful and invincible. A deep resolve that is so far deep in my chest that supernatural strength could not move it an inch, only i can move it and i do with precision. I observe with my power stone, change the past by changing the present and altering the future forever.
Getting to know myself deeper and deeper, with every nook and cranny i discover within me, i unlock knowledge about the vast universe for it all fits perfectly together, this knowledge i dont use as power over others but i love it so very much for it brings me true comfort and safety, a closeness to god that i do not wish to be seen as me stealing it as my own but as a way showing of how much comfort is possible when each person follows their heart. I can only do it with my piece and each person has a piece and if they dont unlock it we go without that forever. So it is my selfishness that wishes the best in others and their freedom for i want to know their piece also but i cant until they do. The universe recognises us when we recognise ourselves, again our power wand, Observation. The eye of god is one with all living beings. it is one eye and it is one god.
I am trying my best to bring forth what is within me and to let the world see it, the good, the bad and the ugly. This is my gift to others. My transparency in what it means to be living through the harrowing spiritual awakening on earth.
They love to create illusions that we are losing territory, that we are too late, that it is all done. The enemy likes to create predictive programming os they can win the battle before the battle even begins. Again robbing us of our power tool, the power of powers, the truth. They are losing and we can even easily say they have already lost. This is just that extreme tantrum someone you no longer want to hangout with pulls before you can get far away enough to not hear them or see them.
We can easily see this behaviour in those close to us, family, friends, colleagues, anybody that had some sort of hold you until the moment you truly saw them and realised wait this isnt for me, i can do something else over there that brings me more joy than this. So they throw a tantrum, accuse of being heartless, uncaring, unloving and anything else under the sun they can think of, they'll even create some sort of imaginary scenario or conflict to explain away or justify what is going on here all for the sake of not seeing the truth and to deny what they felt when you saw them and observed them as they truly are.The power tool isn't a power tool for nothing, it can cause havoc for it is a weapon that cuts falsity and nothing remains the same after its felt its blade.
All in all its been difficult year but the trials and tribulations arent over yet even if we have won already, we still have to get ourselves to the finish line and into the safe zone. For the false timelines are collapsing into nothing and the new fresh timelines that are being built, only the ones who have committed to the practices of the law of one can navigate to find in time. So the race is still on but its not against anyone, its weighed at the gates of your own heart.
maybe I'll see you on the other side <3 sania
